Tonight’s the night. Going out to a show and hoping I don’t make it back. Last thursday we went out and I didn’t come back to the house for five days. It was refreshing. I dig life on the road, without a plan, without certainty of where I’ll sleep that night. I don’t really have a home or a heart for one to grow, so nothing is lost. I kinda want to just leave. I might. If so, goodbye beauties.
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This is the way a heart breaks. Not with a bang, but a whimper.
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Pain that knows no end.
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I’m dreaming of a place where I am one with the wind. With the earth. With the sea.
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Se me olvida lo que soy. Me cago en la vida. Maldita sea la existencia. La sobriedad me tortura. Desesperanza. Juego con corazones ajenos para equilibrar la angustia que siente el mio. Como si fuera una ecuación. Busco cancelar mi dolor, reproduciéndolo. Pero aunque llege a lograrlo ya no se lo que soy. Ya no anhelo felicidad, ni con lo que antes soñaba, ahora solo existe el deseo. La necesidad de no ser, de morir. Es lo único que me emociona, me cautiva. Me excita la promesa del no sentir.
:c
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This reminded me of Pat for some reason @.@
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Gone.
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Watched Avengers yesterday for a 4th time cuz Ama couldn’t get anyone to go watch it with her. She offered a 12 pack of Medalla as an incentive and as strong willed as I may try to act… I could not resist. By the time the credits rolled there were only two left so we figured we might as well keep going. Headed over to Rio and played pool for awhile. Which made me realize I’m a waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay better player when I’m intoxicated. Around midnight our favorite venue closed and a few friends had their boards on them so we went on to the university campus to skate. The roads are so smooth and the ambiance was just sublime. But I realized I’m a better rider sober after all. Not bad for the first monday of the summer. Cheers.
